September 22nd - She's gone

Its been 5 days since she left and my world is still in pieces. The pain so unbearable all I do is sleep. Daytime passes in minutes and my room lay silent. I wish I could put it back together, but she held it together for me. She was ambition, strength to conquer. I have nothing now to push me on. So I sleep. I try to fall back into beautiful days when her angelic skin blanketed my despair. Love is lethal for I lust for death right now.