Secretly seeking the silent seduction of an unseen persona
I will skulk in shadows and hide in the edges of your vision
To be invisible and unheard
There I can let go and just be
Forget the ego driven disaster that awaited your appreciation
Pondered your perception
Desperately desired your reception
Awaited your notion to define me on this slippery borderline
Between sweet success and social suicide
Where I bade the incessant demons to leave my doorstep
They taunt me still and fill my mind
With regretful moments of the past
Sneak previews of what could be
All fantasies of what I will never ever really see
I could hear your whispers
You remind me of how weak I am
You remind me of how tragic I am
You remind me of how devoid I have become
So pathetic and needful I am
Will I ever smile and charm again?
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