To Tova My Supernova

I dream in esoteric nuances of familiar entities that swallow my perceptions

They take my desires and neatly place them in pockets

Tucked away in forgotten jackets left in empty dust infested cabs

I run after the red lights drifting away into the haze

Drifting into the night that lasts forever until tomorrow

Awaken in light drained bedrooms still deep inside the maze

Follow me there and I am captured by your moonlight

Even after the day has taken the dusk

I am forever captured by the star light glowing on your skin

Even after the birds chirp and tell me the coast is clear

Only as sweet and seductive as your eyes

They gaze upon me and I am safe from the sorrow

Filled up with warmth from the wallowing in your body

Keep me here and I am happy and I don't cry

I will continue to love you until the day that I die

Again and again to awake against your soul

Way beneath the barriers between us

I am weak to your hold

I think that I am one with you as we intertwine

My body fits you like the obscure piece of a puzzle

Only too old and bent from years and years of loneliness undearneath your bed

I have been beat just like you and we are only

Came together in the end when all has been destroyed we will find eternity

In minutes in decades, in light years it never will end....

Into You

Fall into me as I have so

Fooled by many other times ago

When my heart was young and love a miss

I would swallow my pride and disappear in bliss

To only learn pain and collect my scars

Wallow and forget myself in those infinite stars

Searching for meaning and answers to anguish

Needed something of some engrossing gist

To content this stiflingly sensitive soul

Reaching his hands out for someone to hold

When all he needed was himself

And notice the pictures collecting dust on the shelf

Old loves and people of the past

So silently slip away so fast

Every ounce of heartbreak

I before left sitting by the city by the lake

Their echoes haunt my halls

And I see my words still painted on those walls

Telling stories of my perceptive passion

For years I climbed dead trees

Searching for an enlightening breeze

To cure me of my disease

Help me let go... Help me release

You found me here poking at desire

Setting my bed on fire

Sleeping in the street and awaking to the sun

Searching for something stimulating, sexual or just fun

At the end of the day

You will be here and you will stay

When all embers of yesterday fade away

My sidewalk was clear and I was walking

Silence was subtle while the demons were skulking

I could hear their whispers and manipulating voices

Haunting my veneer with desperate choices

Diverting my focus and leading me astray

Until I found you and you showed me a way

That there is hope fo the bleeding hearts

From this trite and esoteric sea

I will love you for as long as you let me