Waking to you

Pulled into this unwritten day

My eyes open to you behind esoteric images

You sleep and I lay silent

Watching the light reflecting

It outlines your sheer silky skin

As I pet your unclothed curves

and kiss your bare back deeply

Inside you I am always

You allow me to follow you in this sunshine maze

Walk next to you on a lonely road

Somewhere between fate and fiction

We write the words together

Your eyes open and I am real

They penetrate me and I am healed

I cannot let go of your body and mind

Without you I wish to never wake again

I find fulfillment in your embrace

I find eternity in your face

My past disappears in dreams

You are my future

To Tova My Supernova

I dream in esoteric nuances of familiar entities that swallow my perceptions

They take my desires and neatly place them in pockets

Tucked away in forgotten jackets left in empty dust infested cabs

I run after the red lights drifting away into the haze

Drifting into the night that lasts forever until tomorrow

Awaken in light drained bedrooms still deep inside the maze

Follow me there and I am captured by your moonlight

Even after the day has taken the dusk

I am forever captured by the star light glowing on your skin

Even after the birds chirp and tell me the coast is clear

Only as sweet and seductive as your eyes

They gaze upon me and I am safe from the sorrow

Filled up with warmth from the wallowing in your body

Keep me here and I am happy and I don't cry

I will continue to love you until the day that I die

Again and again to awake against your soul

Way beneath the barriers between us

I am weak to your hold

I think that I am one with you as we intertwine

My body fits you like the obscure piece of a puzzle

Only too old and bent from years and years of loneliness undearneath your bed

I have been beat just like you and we are only

Came together in the end when all has been destroyed we will find eternity

In minutes in decades, in light years it never will end....

Into You

Fall into me as I have so

Fooled by many other times ago

When my heart was young and love a miss

I would swallow my pride and disappear in bliss

To only learn pain and collect my scars

Wallow and forget myself in those infinite stars

Searching for meaning and answers to anguish

Needed something of some engrossing gist

To content this stiflingly sensitive soul

Reaching his hands out for someone to hold

When all he needed was himself

And notice the pictures collecting dust on the shelf

Old loves and people of the past

So silently slip away so fast

Every ounce of heartbreak

I before left sitting by the city by the lake

Their echoes haunt my halls

And I see my words still painted on those walls

Telling stories of my perceptive passion

For years I climbed dead trees

Searching for an enlightening breeze

To cure me of my disease

Help me let go... Help me release

You found me here poking at desire

Setting my bed on fire

Sleeping in the street and awaking to the sun

Searching for something stimulating, sexual or just fun

At the end of the day

You will be here and you will stay

When all embers of yesterday fade away

My sidewalk was clear and I was walking

Silence was subtle while the demons were skulking

I could hear their whispers and manipulating voices

Haunting my veneer with desperate choices

Diverting my focus and leading me astray

Until I found you and you showed me a way

That there is hope fo the bleeding hearts

From this trite and esoteric sea

I will love you for as long as you let me

Drown with Me

So I was once swallowed by the shine

A glimmer in your eyes

Suspended in time

Stuck

Touch me and I am finally reborn

Seduce me and I am scarred

Blinded by the desire to taste

You

Let me and I will follow you far away from the shore

Sink into the deep and dark

Forgotten oceans

Drown

The water is cold, but your skin so warm

My pulse slows down

I will let go of my

Life

My mouth will open thirsty for air

The rush of water will be infinite

Swallowing impossible I will

Submit

My lungs fill and soon will burst

Forget the world and yesterday

Reaching for tomorrow is

Useless

If to lose touch of the earth

Is to fall into an unseen lair

With you I

Will

To an esoteric distance I become a story

A beautiful arcane myth

Of desire only too

Unbearable

We become an eternal impression

When everything else grows sideways

They, small and insensitive

Redundant

We will learn to breathe under water

Grow fins and explore

The unseen

Together

We will evolve from this mortal state

Leap into this indefinite

Could you only

Imagine?

Once

I once touched the heavens
Felt the smooth silky curves of your body
Dipped into your river
Amazed myself in the my ability to keep my head above
Your tides are stronger than the tenderness in your eyes
They gaze upon me and I am drowning
Falling deep within you
Weak as an infant I fall limp
I can hardly speak
You leave me here bereft of manhood
Let me wallow in my own defeat

Withdrawal

To slip up to the golden clouds

Grow my hair until it trips my bare-knuckled feet

And picnic naked in the dust is what I lust

Find me here dreaming until we meet

Swimming away from the day

Dwelling in my bed

The comfort of this city has escaped me

Aching cold penetrates my fresh wounds

The sharp wind spears my ears and enters my head

Singing lonely whispers and screeching sounds

Will I ever evade the city by this monstrous lake?

My waning song is almost lost

My teeth have become loose

Cannot stop the hands that shake

In withdrawal of my freedom

Find me there waiting for a train

Searching for my ticket in the blue chilling moonlight

Hiding in the shadows of shame

Deprived of ambition

Begging for a free ride

Anywhere than this place